2 minggu sebelum berperang di medan perang

Cam x percaya jer.. tinggal lagi 2 minggu sebelum cuti sekolah tamat dan bermula la tugas seharian ku seperti biasa....(waaa.. x best nyer cuti sekolah dh nak habis dh, x abis study lg nie.... huhuhuhuhuhu). Masa cuti sekolah semu org pergi bercuti, i plak bercuti di sekolah... jaga exam STPM......huhuhuhu, pengalaman jaga exam....... tidak yang menarik untuk di ceritakan, sbb pelajar dh besar, so xder la adengan-adengan kuar awal ker, main ngan pensel ker,pe2 la........so biasa jer...

Tahun nie, i x pergi bercuti lagi, just dok kat umah sambil uat kijer (kerja sekolah la, igt student je ker ader homework, cikgu pown ader gak K..). Bz la jugak hujung tahun nie, my parents baru balik dr melawat rumah Allah (uat haji)... 2 mmg konfem bz sakan, ngan para tetamu nk jumpe ngan parents.. cam2 kes la...terasa cam peguam plak dh........ hahahahahah (masuk 6 hari dh my parents kat umah, hehehheheh..mmh happy sgt). Yg x happy nyer, my parents selalu nk tido bila waktu pagi kat Me'sia nie (yela, sebulan kat sana, bila Me'sia pg, sana baru mlm....) a bit hard bila nk kuar jalan2....

My mum, still blur....she FORGET HOW TO DROVE A CAR.... nasib baek la kete my mum oto... klu x, x taw la nk cakap..., kena masuk kelas memandu kot....(entah2 i pown sama je kot, klu x drive kete manual.. mesti leh lupe kot.. kena g drive balik nie.....huhuhuhuhuhu). X kisah, as long she safe, dh kira Alhamdulilah dh....... erm, terigin sgt nk pergi bercuti.. tp xder sapa nk uat plan pown... just wait n C first... mana taw tahun nie leh g bercuti 1 fam.., rezeki 2 di tangan Nya.. InsyaAllah ader nyer....

This friday...OOOOOOOOOOOOOo, something big will be happening..., nanti la i cite, entry hari nie, nk cite pasal tahun depan.. 2 weeks more k, x lama dh.... Next year also, I will be the busiest teacher in school... (blum pe2 lagi dh bajet kena ajar form 5....). Agak takut juga, sbb i baru je sethn jaguh mengajar... mesti akan diberi kelas yg gempak2..., mmg la tp klu xberi peluang bila lagi nk dapat, tul x.. i x kisah klu i dapat ngajar form 5, tp 110% i kena study hard, coz the result at the end of year ( SPM result) will determine how pro I'm in teaching my student... ( I can do it, yes i can )...

Next year also, I want to continue my study... bkn xnk bagi sahkan jawatan (klu sah jawatan leh dpt full scholarship for gov servant).. tp takut otak dh berkarat... bkn i x penah cuba g cari sponsor for continue my study, dh g cari dh.. but xder rezeki nk uat cane... i dh apply for fully scholarship from Uni of Leeds, UK and AUS....dpt 2 mmg dpt, tp x larat dh nk g viva...(huhuhuhuh ckp pasal viva, x abis lg gemuruhnyer., since i applying their scholarship, a lot of hard work have to be done to convince them (benefit for their country)....i xleh nk bandingkan our edu system with their edu system....so kena uat research, since their want their edu sytem applying the religion n moral value, so mmg a bit hard work, coz their edu sytem terbahagi kepada 2.. pro religion n org x suka religion in their edu system ( i mmg x ambik tajuk nie walaupown diberi secara suka rela, coz i know it's damn hard... 3 puak, cane nk bergabung jadi 1..huhuhu), my research.....huhuhuhuhu biar la rahsia....

So thn depan, continue study in Me'sia, x pe la klu x full scholarship pown, i try my best... still I'am going to apply scholarship from UK and AUS.. mana taw rezeki ader thn depan....., kisah la mana2 yg penting nk sambg study........"Kenapa nak sambung study ?", erm x salah klu nk uat backup.. semakin kite berilmu nie, semakin org memandang ite hahahahah, entah xtaw la betui ke x, but for me, i want to continue study for my self..., mana taw klu2 nk naik pangkat kena ader MASTER, sapa taw.... zaman dh berubah, so mungkin ader banyak perubahan..., most of my friend....i rasa rata2 sume kawan-kawan i, dh berjawatan MASTER.. so a bit malu klu i sowang jer yg xder MASTER.. (banyak sungguh peransang untuk sambg study nie....kena sambg, xmau ketinggalan..... hahahahahha)

Tahun depan gak, banyak sungguh projek... huhuhuhuhu, xpe uat sikit2 lama2 jadi bukit....., tahun depan i akan merindu adek i a.k.a Lam....huhuhuhuhu, xleh nk gossip dh, huhuhuhu cedih bila teringat adek xder kat sekolah dh...huhuhuhuhuhhu,